Hyper much?

So yeah, I sent in my application to work at camp for the summer on Tuesday afternoon. Tuesday afternoon mind you! Here it is Thursday early afternoon, and boom, I get an email from Heidi saying she was so happy to see my application and wants to set up a time to talk to me at this beginning of next week. Um, can we say, hyper much? Geez. I mean, it must have literally, just gotten to her this morning. Either I did a really really good job last summer, or they are really really hard up for staff leaders this year. Hmm, I'm thinking the latter.

I'm so confused. Do I or do I not take the MCAT? If I am then studying must begin on February 1st. And we're talking like four or more hours of study a day. My God it's such an undertaking. I don't know if I have what it takes to get it done. It's so incredibly scary. If I don't get the score I want, I don't get the grad program I want. And hell, what if I get the grad program I want? Then what? Little old me finding my first ever apartment in the vastness of Chicago? That scares the bejesus out of me.

Ah, I want to be six again.